Sometimes listening to music on the radio is much better than listening it on your mp3.

Oh yes, the failure of night cycling.

But other than that, it was fun to hang out with Esther and Kenneth this morning/last night. We practically chatted, walk, camwhored and eat the whole night through and admittedly it was one of the most fun thing I have done in a while.

So, we're going to use Skype and conference later, hopefully Kenneth will tell us his experience as an actor, as a ... get this: rapist.

Disturbing I know.

Two things to note: Having to exercise after being stagnant for a long time is a pain in the ass. I could barely lift a muscle while in gym today, and even though it's partly due to lack of sleep, I never thought I'll actually hate gym.

On another note, removal of braces is the most painful process of it all. My whole mouth just - bled.

And tomorrow, it's the long awaited night cycling - finally.

Alas, it's finally the end of year 1.

Shit! I want to see A Guide to Recognizing Your Saints again!

Damndamndamndamn

Problem: I got a feeling it's way off this planet.

With stiff fingers, I went to play the piano. I got to say, without the pressures from examination, playing the piano is actually relaxing, takes off the mental stress and allows me to just have fun.

Guilt drenches my soul, and sometimes I'm so appalled by my pettiness and rambles.

I wish that I can forgive easily instead of holding on to long lost forgotten misgivings. But sometimes it's hard to cope with the hurt that lashes out at unexpected timings and that my only excuse is that I'm sensitive by nature.

So we take on the emotional terrain again, hopefully it can be all forgiven.

Found it! I just want to remember this for life. I'll probably re-post it again if it comes up on youtube.

Just so you can be awed together with me:

Hollywood Week

This year American Idol is pretty impressive. I went back to this reality TV program because of Season 7 and I'm yet to be disappointed. I think after Ruben it kinda went down a little but it's back for the running.

Anyway, one of the most noticeable guy got to be Danny Gokey. You wouldn't think it, but when he starts to sing, the charisma just surrounds him despite the geeky glasses. I had goosebumps. Here's the link to hear him:

Danny Gokey Audtions

And when I have hollywood week I'll definitely post it up because he was good!

Oh and his back story was really touching and he wasn't sobbing pitifully like some of the other contestants. Hope he at least makes in to the top 12.

There were many pretty faces as well.

My Mac acted weirdly today whereby it shut down itself - i kinda unscrewed my battery before it fully registered the adaptor was there I think. I hate it when that happens and it occurred twice already.

I'm so scared that my Mac crashes and all my precious 'jewels' will be all gone. I detest it when my Mac feels so 'clean.'

1TB hard disk, here I come!